Sitting on the bus now while typing this out on my phone.

School has started to drain me out. With the neverending lab reports and the lecture content that i can never catch up with. A week ago NTHU emailed me regarding exchange, so now i have to settle my excjange programme application as well. Troublesome yes, but i cant wait to go for sep. Away from nus life.

Promised myself to cut down on dance this sem and i did, but not alot. At least i still go for classes on wednesdays and take up shows if offered, which i dont regret. One, for the money of course. Two, for the many friends i made or grew closer to. Really have to thank regin for this. Esp the flashmob offer. The one person who wont mind helping me ask and makes me feel less awkward in front of people.

Sometimes i feel bad for not being able to comfort her in bad times, but i always hoped i was a goos listener. We may not be best friends, but at least this friendship is lasting. 4 years plus alr. :))

DFJ ended successfully. and i'm glad we did a good show. matinee wasn't up to our expectations, but it felt better during the evening show. our spirits were up and we had more energy. so glad we are receiving good comments about our item :D

anyways. i'm so proud to be part of dfj. seriously. i never knew i could make a difference like that, and of course, being on the same stage with the dopest dance crews in singapore. it's just so amazingggggg :)

we were not the best, but we don't give up. we just fought harder to go past our limits. so many people that helped us along the way - nic, jasper, thomas, esp chiitarng :) without them i really don't know what we will be. and i really thank them for dedicating their time to us :) and i'm really inspired.

there are tons of reason why i will not give up dance, and this is one of them. :) ♥

okay. so SUAD2011 had ended.

it has been the most tiring period of this semester, with all other dance events overlapping and school and stuff, but at the same time it's also one of the fulfilling ones. i admit that i do have some dissatisfactions about it, but sometimes, these are inevitable. nevertheless, i thank the seniors for their effort. everything they put in to make this show possible - not just the dance practices but other stuff like the organising and operations and stuff. seeing how stressed up they are but still trying to keep cool. i really really thank them for their guidance. and my batch's effort too. i'm quite -.- with some of their attitudes but oh wells, overall i see most of us trying so hard :)

we are the BLAST warriors that killed the stage last night. and i'm sure we will do it again and again next time.

withdrawal symptoms? not much. maybe because of the exhaustion. but i won't forget the day of SUAD :))

It's such an eventful day today, or rather, yesterday. Not overwhelming though, but it's enough to make this day memorable. So here's how the day went:

Morning wake up, and go to HC for the first caroling practice of the year. Haven't sung in a long time, and i really really missed choral singing and all the people there. It's possibly a place where i wont feel out, or weird at all. Somewhere where i can kind of be myself. Looking at scores and singing, hearing the chords and blending, so much fun. After prac, it was lunch at curry wok. the sad thing is, no more student price. so we were like paying high prices. but i miss the food there! and i don't mind the price haha, as long as the food is good...

After lunch, a long journey to the airport, to meet jingyu and sheena. Yes, it's long after JYJ arrived. didn't intend to chase them anyway haha.before that, met jacintha for awhile. i miss her! it's been a long time since we met :D anyway, after that, sat at xinwang and slacked. but oh my the wiFi there sucks. Evelyn and Regina came after, and ate dinner, before heading down to Expo.

at expo, there was a long queue which i don't understand why since the seats are numbered. so the group of us just sat down somewhere to wait instead of queuing. the wait was quite long before we went in.well, our seats were like quite middle although very far but it's okay. at least got full view without anything blocking. the whole showcase started at around 9 plus.

so. JYJ started with 3 english songs. the songs were from The Beginning album. which to be honest, i haven't heard before. so the showcase would be the first time i hear the songs from that album. It was not bad, the songs are quite nice.then it was the interview. and wow haha yoochun was so funny and i don't know why. everytime he talks i just laugh. haha maybe it's his accent. the emcee was just erm.. fail. so i shall not talk about him. after that. they sang 찾았다! omg. when they started, i just teared. really. their live singing was totally like listening to cd. perfect. i didn't feel much when they sang their english songs. but for this, i really teared. as i said, the best of dbsk/jyj is always their korean/japanese ballads or slow songs. no doubt about it. the harmonization is so perfect. this is why i love them so much. after that song, it's another english song and the whole thing ends.

regina, evelyn and me decided to go and get the album. and there, with every album bought, you get a chance to receive and autographed poster. and this is decided by picking pingpong balls from in a box. orange means you get it white means you don't. and lucky me. i mean really lucky, the two chances i got from buying mine and eve's album gave us two orange pingpongs. so i got autographed poster! and total it's $20 for an album, a poster and an autographed poster. lol this is just on a side note. i'm already satisfied to be able to hear them live. :)

so with that ends this account. not a long one, but enough for me to remember the process. :) and of course, i will Always Keep the Faith. <3

Finally finished waacking course last night. Sigh, i think i will miss waacking with bryan on wednesdays. Well, it has been a good experience, and i don't really plan to give up waacking because i really enjoyed it. Friday open class? hmm shall see first.

Uni has taken its toll on me. falling sick, lack of sleep, insufficient study time, etc. i need to reorganise my life. i need to get my priorities right, but there are some things i can never give up. and i don't want to give up.

Oh ya. did i say? mid terms suck. it sucks when you have two in one day. like me. two on monday two on friday. how am i going to study finish. -dies-